[ar:Offspring] [ti:Self Esteem] [00:28]I wrote her off for the tenth time today [00:33]And practice all the things I would say [00:37]But she came over [00:39]I lost my nerve [00:42]I took her back and made her dessert [00:47]Now I know I'm being used [00:51]That's okay man cause I like the abuse [00:55]I know she's playing with me [00:59]That's okay cause I got no self esteem [01:24]We make plans to go out at night [01:28]I wait till 2 then I turn out the light [01:32]All this rejection's got me so low [01:37]If she keeps it up I just might tell her no [02:00]When she's saying that she wants only me [02:04]Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends [02:09]When she's saying that I'm like a disease [02:13]Then I wonder how much more I can spend [02:17]Well I guess I should speak up for myself [02:23]But I really think it's better this way [02:27]The more you suffer [02:28]The more it shows you really care [02:32]Right? Yeah yeah yeah [02:45]Now I'll relate this little bit [02:49]That happens more than I'd like to admit [02:53]Late at night she knocks on my door [02:58]Drunk again and looking to score [03:03]Now I know I should say no [03:07]But that's kind of hard when she's ready to go [03:12]I may be dumb [03:14]But I'm not a dweeb [03:17]I'm just a sucker with no self esteem [03:40]When she's saying that she wants only me [03:44]Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends [03:49]When she's saying that I'm like a disease [03:53]Then I wonder how much more I can spend [03:58]Well I guess I should speak up for myself [04:02]But I really think it's better this way [04:06]The more you suffer [04:09]The more it shows you really care [04:13]Right? Yeah yeah yeah